I'll cut straight to the point. I have been far too miserable, moaned about things and generally poured out my thoughts onto people a lot more than I should have done, asking them what I should do with myself, which quite understandably they cannot answer as they are not me.

Quite a bit of my spare time gets consumed playing games or talking to friends (often me talking more than them talking back, not good).

So yes, I am going to be around less, but I will still be around, possibly idling online, or trying to practice piano in teamspeak (so people can hear me trying to improve if they like, just do not expect performance quality).

I did consider just cutting myself off completely but have ruled this out as a bad thing. The social contact probably does me more good than I would like to admit, but anyway, do not go around inviting me to join games, etcetera. If I feel like it I will join up, although understandably that course of action is not available for Counterstrike Source wars, so ask me as a last resort if you want someone.

Why am I posting this? Just so people know what I am doing I suppose, if they are interested. I hope to harness my spare time for useful purposes.

I know what sort of person I would like to be, and I have a more specific idea of what I might want to do in life. I intend to put as much effort as possible into focusing my mind and actions on this.

Have fun.

Good luck mate

No more Metty rush ownage

I completely understand.

Good luck with whatever you decide to do.



Very much so.

gl hf.

understood
hope things get better for you soon m8 <3

I hope you bring yourself to achieve what you want! Have fun and see you around

Best of luck Met

Hope you get a decent job, you certainly have alot of knoledge, and should probably apply youreslef to bigger tasks. but youle always be my little computer helpfreind

Alright, You know that myself, and I think its fair to assume, everyone else is there for you if you want to talk things over or just because.

*closes eyes* ...

I hope you get out of this the good stuff that you wish to achieve.

My apologies, define this one for me

I think these kind of posts could be categorised with New Years resolutions.

idd.

A late New Year's Resolution.



I am still around, but during the day I played no games at all.

And you quoted out of context anyway.

Personally, I don't believe the full quote either

I don't care what you believe.

Oh dear...

FAEN. I missed the posts If I knew where they were I could of attempted to help DAMNIT. what you should remember that within a forum its VERY SIMPLE TO SPILL OUT THOUGHTS AS PEOPLE ARE POSTING WHAT THEY ARE THINKING?? rather than what they would actually say, Ive said in that other thread that you beat yourself up too much as the way you come across YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON, people at techious are definatly your FRIENDS.



you seem to be in a crowd of socially inept? or rather people who dont share the same intrests as you, I know how this feels, my sisters ex bf (who is a penisface) when im near him im like OH GOD WHAT DO I SAY?? but with other people im totally relaxed with I can talk all day etc



FAEN.



DONT YOU DARE!!!!



again you are putting yourself down, rise above that pessimistic way of thinking and you will see a massive differance, to find out who you really are etc and realise your far better human than you seem to think you come across



dont dwell on this too heavily, change comes naturally (growing up and growing confidence etc and all that etc) it seems you are overanalysing yourself far too much and therefore winding yourself up over it

that is all, if my post doesnt make sense then its cos I cant explain too well in text form

i think you've said it pretty well bratty.

It makes sense. Thanks. I will try to be more positive. That should be a priority.